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so sleep alone tonight
Hello there! :D Zeeena here, also known as Zina to my friends! :D Singapore.I like tissue paper but I'm not a fan of sausages. I LOVE Mexx (He's a dog!). FOOD IS MY PASSION! AND NO I LIVE TO EAT, Not eat to live. It goes on. Your here Hope you guys and girls be a foodie like me too! :D Do take note of the height constraint of this section! |
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pure innocence
Was walking home a while a go, after i finished GB.Only to realize, the amount of innocence people still living in the world, is by the masses. I was making my way home, and while steering my way through the crowd, i ended up walking behind this small PL girl. "Mummy, are we really going to a wake?" "Yes, we are. 快点！" "As in w-a-k-e wake?" Mom turns around and nods her head. "oh you mean at the wake we will see this box, than ahma will be inside?" Mom sighs and keeps silent. "But how can ahma be in the box, when she should be up there? you know the Heaven (she said Hay-ven)? " "Her spirit should be there how come she still here? Mummy tell me." The girl, was probably a Primary 1, full of innocence i must say. I dont know? I just kept thinking about this the whole way home. And i guess i would have found the girl rather naive, but who blames her? She have only seen the black and whites of this ugly world. And we, people who actually gone through "hardships" and emotional roller coaster rides, are well, see-ing the Grey areas all the time, and it's sucks. But i wouldn't have wanted to be that small girl, rather naive i would say. And her "ahma" well, seems like they are not a Christian family, and her "ahma' is probably below there. Cos she never converted. I'm not trying to be so judgemental, but as a Christian you should have seen this coming. And if you aren't look at where you'll end at. Being one (christian) is one hell of a tough job i must say, but "God will never put you through hardships that are too hard for you to handle" and i believe it's true. Oh, i wished. The World Just Ended.  the sad song ends, and here come the cheery one! ^^
Many thanks to MICHELLE for teaching me one equation question today! I finally understand what is chemistry equations about, haha^^ and GB SENIORS! Work superdoubry hard for midyears k! And bench people motivate me to study today, so manyyyy thanks!I'm tempted to blog about you know who, but i shall not! Today was thumbsup after GB, JO, ALICIA and i sat at mamashop to talk, and i guess it just taken a load of my chest, knowing that ALMOST everyone has the same view , oh well. i finally started mugging offically today, but here am i blogging. It's a good way to deal with stress, although i dont think i can feel much now! AUDE didnt post up any new photos yett, so not uploading, though you can go ahead to their flickr (carmen c/ patricio)'s to see their other photos. Right now i think i just wanna do well for the CA's, and hopefully pass Maths and Chem this time round, cos it would be horrifying if i didnt, cos i worked super hard for maths this year :| YES I MEAN IT THIS TIME, my class test for Maths is most probably coming out tmr, HOPEFULLY i get good grades this time, if not CRY! haha! oh well, prayyyying tonight, very hard for people who are upset, and down, and common tests. GOD WILL HELP THOSE WHO HELP THEMSELVES.  ^^
Havent been blogging for excatly one week now,the week was very ^^ for me! Cos i finally got over the whole dam thing, and apparently, i'm not the only one who doesnt likes her. Tehehe, it's our JOKE! ^^ i dont know what's wrong with you know who, she treats me like ever so nicely, but she treats my friends like crappish shit. Spreading stupid rumours, and being jealous over stupid things, and of course, stealing friends away. And i thought you were nice, OH well, i gotten over the whole, and i absolutely find no reason why i should be upset anymore. Cos it doesnt even matter about me ^^ SO (Y)! Anywho, i played with me hair today, and the tips are uber :| i should get them cut soon! it's all going hairwire! YUCK. Common tests are in 4/3days actually, and i havent started studying, not a single bit. CONFIRM PLUS CHOP. seriously you know, i really never study! and im supposedly suppose to study like 3weeks back, and because of you know who, i totally had no mood, and she was so oblivious to everything going around. Anywho, since i have gotten over it, I AM CHIONGING FOR STUDIES TMR, although it's freaking late, better late than never right ^^ so yeah, actually i'm gonna start now! have the sudden inspiration to study, FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW 'when i say jump, you say how high,
i ain't never so nobody who can hit so high, like a bird like a plane this partyparty insane, partyparty insane, now JUMPJUMPJUMP! '   go ahead and slam the door but you can't shut me out
Even A U D E can't cheer me up this time, :(this sucks, okay. i wanted it to be a peaceful talk, and now i'm afraid for school tmr, cos i know you're gonna give me the "roll eyes thing and black face" we were suppose to do it to her, not to each other. and just went i thought a nightwalk would make me feel better, but it was the secret we had. my ipod was on shuffle mood, and it was on that song.  is this a sign? :( Dreaming, i was only dreaming. I washed away, all my shattered dreams.
A U D E A U D E A U D E!
               credits to A U D E's photostream on flickr. Ahh! Their photoshoots are sososo good, it makes me wanna have my own portfolio likes theirs. too bad i'm uglyyy, and my photography skill ain't that good, and they process their own photos, so yes :( AH. MY GODMA SHOULD REALLY CHANGE HER STORE ROOM INTO A DARK ROOM!  AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! A U D E ^^
                 credits go to A U D E's flickr photostream. Tomorrow's gonna be a new day, so be happy, dont worry.
Ahh, today wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.I tried to look normal, which i couldn't, cos i would go off stoning thinking abt things happening at home, and i look stupid, and my dearest sitting partner knew smth was wrong right at once. Though she managed to make me laugh, which i simply can't thank her enough for ^^ cos she's AAWESEOME! {big shout out to YINGRONG now} (CLAP!) anywhhoooooo. i think i'll never be able to not laugh at sitting partner's autistic *twist sign with retarded face thing*. Haha, ABURE cute i tell yaaaaaa. So people asked, i denied. DUH, ^^  ANYWAYS, i came home from 'dance' today, it was failureeeeeeeee, cos i did hmwk, sheesh! I dont even know what is the steps, oh well i hope everything works out. I LIKE IMPROMPTO stuff, it's THUMBSUP! ^^ AHH, blogging abt this whole thing makes me think of home stuff again. FREAK, i dont like thinking abt this, uhhhhhhhhh. DREADFULLLLL :( oh well, i just hope that everything will go SMOOTHLY, will be praying hard again tonight. BTW BIG SHOUT OUT TO LI ZHU! ^^
it's her birthday todayyyyyyyyyy! SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^^  (Y) PORTFOLIO ^^
 pretty woman ^^ she's called Carmen C (photographer) - she does AUDE's photos most of the time, models quite well too! ^^  this is her best friend! ^^ AUDE, (model) -he does photography quite well too ^^         photos are credited to A U D E's photostream on flickr. i want a portfolio too :( |