MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER
in a very very very bad mood, super angry, yet super sad.

I wanna run away from my house,
to leave everything behind,
and bring everyone i love with me,
so that i can live in peace,
and love,
not like that stupid monster in my house that's
intruding my life.

I've been so patient with her,
hoping she will change for the better,
to make me stop worrying about her,
and myself.
What am i gonna do when the guy leaves?
who's gonna pay for everything,
who gonna provide,
even simple things like food on the table.
not even education for me would be important anymore.
i wanna run away from everything,
but i can't,
i can't leave my mom there,
i know i can't
GOD said that i have to honour my parents,
and i only have one,
which all the more i have to honour her.
but it's so hard to love sometimes,
i wanna run away all the time,
but i dont want to burden for others,
i look strong and ready on the outside,
but inside, it's all hurting,
all broken,
all painful and sore.
Setbacks after setbacks,
i dont want to do this anymore.
MOM, PLEASE WAKE UP and dont be so oblivious to everything going on.