Love me like a cow.
I got carried away on the internet today, was supposed to do hmwk and school stuff, but i kinda wandered off and ended up on Ben&Jerry's and yes the ice cream website. I downloaded their Cow cow screen saver ^^ and pretty around the world screen saver too ^^. And their cow cut out, i had mine done just now! And it's called BOBBLE, since it's head bobbles and all.

Anyways, on a lighter note.

I need time to myself, i want to go this place, where it's just trees after trees, leaves after leaves, and pretty farm animals. Pretty pictures will be taken, nice air to be breathe in, and all the wonders of the world wouldn't seem to matter anymore







I envy those, who gets those things, the pretty figures, where they can wear dresses and short skirts, yeah so what, i'm fat and i'm kinda stuck with it for quite a while now. &it ain't nice for one thing, it's a obstruction, to relationships, to dressing up, to everyday life stuff such as moving one's body around a tiny area, and somehow yo
u would fall, embarrass yourself.

This little things, effects a whole lot on the inside,
And as i stare out the window,
gazing into the meadows*,
i see nothing,
but a cloud of mist,
of beauty and hate.









Oh well, i am stuck here right now, and there's nothing much i can do about it.
The pretty dresses and skirts just have to wait, while i attend to other important things.
Though, i wouldn't mind a pretty shirt, that's flowly and pretty. ^^ and a pretty shorts, that i wouldn't look fat in.
That's all i want for tonight, but.