Warm little sushine
It's been a long time since i blogged. Cos i always seem to have difficulties of what to blog on, i'm not those people who blog about what they do every day and so&so, or those depressing things they say (though i did that once :x)
But i had inspiration today, after all it's after the common tests and i FINALLY had a quiet time to think today, without friends or family, commotion in school or the outside world. &when the inspiration strike, it was in my bathroom.
Recently, i gotten fond of bathing during 5-ish to 6-ish in the evenings. My bathroom is somehow in the Sun's rays way and the light shines thru the bathroom window. Oh what a lovely sight i must say. It's warm and yet it doesn't make you "s-ker-win" (how to spell? :O) and it makes you go into this light-hearted daze while you scrub your hair :) Oh what joy i have now after bathing, as i finally figured out what i've been missing on so long and it's about to get fulfilled :) God answered my prayers and i'm SO glad he did, i 've been ever so patience-ly praying about things, and somehow somewhere along the way, i lost some hope. Up and down a mountain.


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And i realised that God had always wanted to tell me what i was to do, it just that i never took the time to stop and just listen to His voice calling on to me. Thank you for the warmest sushine ray Lord, Thank you for guiding me, for i finally understand what you meant! :) & just like what CUTE told me a few days ago on Psalm 73, all we have to do is just go closer to God. And things will work it's own way out, :)
So for those who're depressed over things today, i just want you to take the time off today, give yourself a piece of "YOU" time, and pray to God today, just lift them up to them and He will work them all out for you :)


"Pray and Listen"

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Wishes for the future.
My favourite flower, is the White Rose. You know the one you give to the dead during their funeral? Yes, i love them. Although it seems weird, but i can't help it!

White Roses by JanineK.

I was thinking about my wishes of the future, and there were many to name! Numerous wishes i wish (i hope!) i can fulfill before i officially die, and hopefully float together with God to Heaven! :)

( )
Have a dog of my own!
( ) Travel to Europe with my Godma before she becomes frail and can't walk.
( ) Have someone send me white roses!
( ) To have a great future ahead of me
( ) Re-visit Japan :P
( ) Make enough money so i can "pay" back my godma in the future. Afterall i am HEAVILY in debt with her. (haha!)
( ) A Happy ending for Mexx
( ) Travel to New Zealand, or Tibet
( ) Buy New lens, (so my godma won't keep complaining that the lens can't take nice photos)
( ) Fish eye lens!
( ) Polaroid?
( ) Buy a Nikon D300 so my godma can go back to her old self! :D (taking picture wise)
( ) Dont feel depressed all the time
(x) Plan Ahead for my life
( ) Make sure my Funeral is a FUN one, get it FUN-eral! (And i want alot of white roses on my funeral day!)
( ) LOSE WEIGHT :x
( ) take a walk in the middle of the night! (always wanted to do that!)
( ) Attend Jason Mraz's concert! & Meet him! :O
( ) just to love the world more!


All the love the world has to offer, i offer to you.

Autumn Leaves by JanineK.

The falling leaves
Drift by the window
The autumn leaves
Of red and gold