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so sleep alone tonight
Hello there! :D Zeeena here, also known as Zina to my friends! :D Singapore.I like tissue paper but I'm not a fan of sausages. I LOVE Mexx (He's a dog!). FOOD IS MY PASSION! AND NO I LIVE TO EAT, Not eat to live. It goes on. Your here Hope you guys and girls be a foodie like me too! :D Do take note of the height constraint of this section! |
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I am that i am.
It's the holidays again, and recently, i have been rather busy with school and exams. However, when school stops, everything else comes to a halt. I take forever to sleep at night, as i know there isnt school tmr for another month. I wake up at eight in the morning, stretching like a cat who had just done takuan-me(d)ow. Been thinking of losing my weight again as usual, and i read an article about losing weight. Make your target clear, it's Fat that you want to lose, not water weight. So i was just wondering that my two kilograms of "weight" i lost was purely water weight? Well that doesnt sound optimistic for the days ahead.I read Jason Mraz's blog recently, he's an idol of mine to tell yall the truth, for whoever is reading out there. His life is so interesting, he get to travel of course, since he's a singer and all. But i thought of me, sitting in this lonely isolated room, i was just wondering maybe there is something bigger out there for me? Sighing most of the times this days, i truly believe that when we are born, that is the last time we are free. We soon grow up, go to school, be constrainted and not able to be free. We are squared up in the office, picking up calls from crazy people complaining that their insurance should cover their hospital fees. Hypocrites. Meditating helps, it's not all about staying still and going uhmmm.. Instead it when things are truly being organized in your head, mind and body together as one. And we find out that there is so much to do, and we jump out of daze and spring into action. That's meditation to me. Something not so relaxing as my brain thinks harder, but it's when all three elements of the body, soul and mind come together as one. Something to do with finding your "chi" energy i would say. I wasted two weeks and a day of my holidays so far, my homework is not even near completetion which i actually want all of them done by tmr. I knew that i had to stick to the "first two weeks is holiday homework time" instead of spreading it all out. I'm pretty excited for myJapan trip this December, we're going to ski of course. But with my weight issue, i cant even find pants to fit into my big ass. Which well, i think is very judgemental to many. Apparently they call it the Brazillian Butt, where you butt it full and Firm. But mine is full but flumpy. How about that, it's a brazillian failure ass instead! Just thought i could end today with a quote. "Life Is Short, eat Desserts first." May meditation calm your nerves, -Z |