As thoughts fill up in my mind,
tears immersed,
dripping down like the little platters,
that i heard when it was drizzling that day.
Flashbacks when through my mind,
as i played the tune on my piano,
as i thought,
about the many things i done,
how i could have done better,
regrets & guiltiness comes to mind,
as i sang along.
It feels wonderful when people praise you,
some may not look as mature,
as they kept their thoughts inside,
never expressing it in anyways.
Maybe i shouldn't have done this or that,
but that's all in the past,
we weren't prefect,
always wasn't,
never going to be,
not happening the near future either.
Hoping my loved ones go to heaven,
dying peacefully,
as i sat at my table & wrote,
&cried.